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2004-11-03 - 5:25 p.m.
I don't even know where to begin. As you can probably tell, I haven't really been in the updating mood lately. When I get in depressing moods, I try to avoid my diary altogether because if I don't, everyone gets to read entries like this. I apologize for being so quiet the past month.
So Bush won the election. I really shouldn't be surprised by that fact but I guess I just hoped the majority of America was smarter than this. Now everyone gets to look forward to Bush ruining the Alaskan wilderness, further trashing the economy, banning same-sex marriage, & outlawing a woman's right to choose. Fun for all! Just thinking about the next four years makes me feel physically sick. A friend stated earlier today that 'At least Bush can't run again'. That's a nice, positive outlook but to be honest, now is not a time for optimistic Jess. I'm still mourning. In local, 'Jess is a social retard' news, I ended up going to Tim's party last Friday. Why? That's a damn good question. Beth really wanted me to go with her so she wouldn't be the only sober one. It was so fucking boring that I almost dug my eyeballs out a spork just so I'd have something to do. Alcohol just isn't my thing, guys. And although a drunken Tim did proclaim love to me and a couple other people, that didn't make up for the fact that I felt like an outsider. Mr. Duckworth, the theatre director at BSCC, is having a little 'get-together' at his house tomorrow night. I was invited along only after I promised that I'd help out for their spring production of 'Beauty & the Beast'. So I guess I'll be building sets & helping out with props and such. I was actually already planning on doing so. I adore 'Beauty & the Beast'. I'm a little bit worried at how I'll balance work, school, & theatre together though. Hell, I can barely even deal with just work and school. Ugh. They had five showings of 'Arsenic & Old Lace' over the weekend. I absolutely adore that play. It was hilarious (particularly Teddy). Of course, I sat up on the balcony-type thing with Tim, Earl, Kristen, and all the sound & lighting equipment. Tim and Earl are freaking retarded, I swear. Anyway, that's all beside the point. The point is that you all should either rent the movie or find a copy of the play. It's so funny. I really should update more often. It's sad to only see this thing updated like once a week or something. Maybe things will get interesting soon. |
