2005-09-16 - 1:47 A.M.

I don't really have much to say, I suppose. Just thought I'd say that I haven't really be around much lately & therefore, haven't bothered trying to come up with an interesting topic to rant about. I've been taking a break from the internet in a way. Not a complete break, mind you, because I've occasionally gotten online to briefly chat with people and/or check my email.

I just haven't felt like being around. The only people I talk to online that I don't live near are Jim & Rob. Well, and select other people but they're not around much so I'm not counting them. And Jim's mostly busy with work & shit anyway. And hell knows Rob probably hasn't really noticed I'm not online lately. Ass.

Yeah, I'm kinda in a slump lately though. I'm tired of being alone & I'm tired of only having myself to blame because of it. I've recently decided that I have so much drama going on around me that I don't even really need a relationship. I don't want the stress & drama & shit that comes along with relationships. I have enough of it already. Maybe I should just sleep around or something. Or adopt Rob's "Virgin For Life" motto thing. I suppose sex causes just as much stress/drama/blah as relationships do though. Eh, whatever.

And on a sidenote but somehow still related to this entry.. If I ever again hear 'but I want to be with you' after explaining to someone that nothing will ever happen between us now (in a nicer way than that, of course), I think I'll rip my hair out. Or go on a killing spree. That is all.

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