| small warning |
2004-12-06 - 7:57 p.m.
I'm so fucking pissed off right now. Someone has been reading my diary lately and then running off & talking about it with other people. Normally, this wouldn't bother me so much (hell, I put my diary up online..doesn't that say something?) but the fact is this: this person is doing it only for personal gain, just to make themselves look better. And how do I know this? I can't even count how many times I've had to hear them fucking whine and complain that people wouldn't stop talking about them. And then they go off & talk about a friend of mine to help justify their own wrongdoings? Pisses.me.off. As a matter of fact, it's shit like this that makes me hate people. And yes, I'm perfectly aware that you're reading this. This is my point: Just fucking stop it. You are NOT making yourself look better by trashing other, more respectable, people. You know perfectly well what you have done & who you did it to. This will never happen again, okay? I hope I make that clear.
So now that we have that out of the way, here are a few things worth (or not) mentioning.. - I put in an application at the Wal-Mart in Russellville on Saturday night. I know I won't hear anything until after Christmas but I'm crossing my fingers. Maybe everyone else can cross your fingers for me as well? - I downloaded 'Yeah' by Usher, Lil' Jon, & Ludacris last night. Yes, I'm disappointed in my liking the song too. I think it's grown on me. Let's blame it on the alcohol-ridden Halloween party and two quite attractive ladies dancing with each other to the song. Also, I love dancing around my room while this is playing. I probably look like a fool but dammit, I have fun! - Mum has decided that we should head up to the Smokey Mountains after Christmas. Probably the 26th through the 29th or so. I've invited Nicole along with me and I really hope she gets the chance to go with us. It'd kick ass. :) - I filled out a production sheet for 'Beauty & the Beast' today. I put a checkmark next to set construction, stage crew, and props crew. It'll be nice to hang out with Beth, Tim, Kristen, and everyone (well, most everyone) more often. Now I just have to remember to ask off for all the days that we're building the set and everything. Oh, and I also need to ask off for Christmas weekend but that's beside the point.. - I'm not sure I'm taking any classes next semester. If I do, it's only going to be a computer class and a math class of some sort. There's a high probability that I just take off next semester and work full-time. I need to save up money for Florence next May/June and I already have enough credits so that I'm not behind when I transfer to UNA. I had 12 credits before I even graduated high school so I'll still be considered a junior next year if I take off during the spring. - I think I've finally finished Christmas shopping unless I decide to get Nicole something small. I started the shopping with $148 in my checking account and when I was finished, I had $33. Well, $23.25 was spent on things for Jess because I mistakenly bought all the pressies via Amazon.com & eBay. Yeah, I couldn't resist. I'm so weak. Anyway, the point is that I'm broke and can't wait until I get my check this Friday. What makes this even better = the fact that I only have $5 cash on me. Ugh. When I start shopping, I can't seem to stop. Yeah, that's pretty much it for the list of semi-worth mentioning things. Maybe it won't take me 5 days to update again. |
