I know you're not honest with me. I know you have someone else. I know who she is. I know you're just stringing me along so you won't feel lonely when you're away from her. I know you don't love me. I know what bit of a relationship we have is slowly dying away. I know why you don't open up with me. I know why you hide everything and then say you don't. I know what you think of me. I know that you log online every nite and just hope and pray that I don't see you and message you. I know that if you could, you'd fly halfway around the world just to avoid me. I know you've found your "one" and I know I'm not her.

..Or maybe I'm just.. psychotic, over-analyzing, paranoid, weird, obsessive, insecure.. Take your pick.

I just want to be loved.. by you. By no one else but you. I want.. No, I need you to tell me I'm just imagining this all. Tell me that I'm the only one for you. Tell me I'm all yours, and vice versa. Just love me.

I wish so desperately that things would go back to the way they used to be. When you'd tell me you loved me every time I turned around. When you would call me love and we'd stay up all night, just chatting. When I belonged to you and you were all mine. When there were no lies, no secrets, no feelings of abandonment and neglect. When we were in love.

I want you. I need you. Just love me.

past - future