Well, see, we're quite different. That's what has always kept us from dating in the past. He finally decided he wanted to work through things though so we got together.

Yesterday morning, I logged online and he was there. And he told me that he had been fucking with a few of his ex-girlfriends the night before and had made a 'fake' entry on his diary so I shouldn't freak out over it when I read it. Yeah, well that was definitely a lie. He emailed me last night and told me he wasn't gonna be online to talk to me and he 'hated to do this in an email' but he was getting back together with his ex-grrl. 'They had been together for many, many months and he just couldn't pass up this opportunity.' Something like that.. He said he still cared for me though.

I don't know what to think about it all. I'm so disappointed he lied to me. It wouldn't even have been this bad if he'd only been truthful with me. Is that so much to ask??

He said he wanted me to email him back. Is that just another lie too though? Just something said to make me feel just a little bit better about it all? Should I or should I not? *Sigh*

The end.

past - future